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Originally Posted by zarafee

I have to come to term with these unusual thoughts that suddenly strike me. Although I can manage to control and squeeze these unclear voices to some degree, it is coming at a heavy cost….I am battered to pieces… I feel a manic/insane urge to follow my internal orders so that I can relax/get relief

I am tired and that is no wonder. What I am seeing is more than people canvisualize. My mind is stretched to such extent that I am working non-stop. I need to rest somehow.

I'm living another life or perhaps a new disoriented phase. My memories and thoughts have been crushed and badly beaten, the energy that bound me to my homeland has disappeared and vanished. I just can't believe that my link with my past has become a vague empty silence as if it was a rope that snapped under strain.

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Creative writing course?