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[adel87]

dear all in theses sentences
1)everyone around me is sprouting, and
I'm feeling just horrible about myself.
I'm all-county on the gymnastics team,
and none of this means anything to me
because I'm so fixated on my bustline.
i've not understood is sprouting and bustline

2)And so like an idiot, I started
stuffing my bra with toilet paper.
shoving these things down my
shirt and feeling like such an
awkward, ugly, little girl.
i've not understand shoving down
thank you

[Barb_D]

This is all about a girl who wishes her breasts were developing faster than they are.

Sprouting - developing more womanly like breasts (not a very formal term)
Bustline - the size of her breasts
Shoving - putting it in a rough manner. Taking paper and putting it in her bra so her breasts look bigger.