Thank you again.
I looked at the text which you have corrected and I am wondering if I could write:
On same occasions when that horrible sensation came into my thoughts, I would run out of my flat...
I listen to them and their platitudes and was tempted to tell them the truth and see them running away from me like scolded with boiling water.
Every page was permeated with pain.
And in the sentence "The sun was dazzling, its heat vaporizing the soil.." I have meant to say turning it into smoke, because that is what I have observed sometimes, when after the rain the hot sun appears in the sky.