It became dark outside, and my ambitious goals look like they’re going to fail totally. I paced away all day long doing nothing -literally, NOTHING! ... but, I have to remind myself that "tomorrow is another day" not to be down in the depth of despair. Retracing my old days, I remember how bleak the future seemed but anyway I have managed to hang in there. And here I am... it's a small consolation, or it is, in some way, just a coward excuse. And ok, that doesn't matter. What is important is that I am planning to START OVER AGAIN!