.It is just some feelings I wrote down because there hasn't been anything else in my mind.
I would be very pleased if someone could correct it.
Today we went to the ďX-Klinik" because of my momís herniated disk.
You have to know that I donít like hospitals since whenever you visit one, you feel like being catched as if you are caught in two worlds. On the one hand you see happy families who are talking, laughing and crying because of their happiness. But on the other hand there are those who are left on their own by their families, those who are paralysed and those who are retarded for their whole life just because of some stupid accident.
I donít know if I should cry or not. A building filled with people whose life is marked by a bad or not so bad disease. In contrast there is me and my normal life.
You have to know that my marks arenít so good. I am no genius like Albert Einstein. But I have a dream. I want to get my A-level and study neuroscience because I want to help people.
And there is another thing which makes me angry.
Is there a possibility that our whole school system is fucked up?
I have been going to/attending school now for 11 years. Thatís a long period of time.
But if I look back and remember all the things I have learned so far I feel stupid.
Anyway, I must try to get some sleep now.