" I don't think I have the guts to see him ".
" It would be brazen of me to have a face off with him"
" It's shame on me seeing him face-to-face !"
" It'd be shameless of me seeing him in person".
THOUGH YOU OF COURSE COULD USE YOURS, I ONLY TRY TO GIVE YOU SOME MORE STUFF TO FIGURE OUT.
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