For a start, you have used a comma each time you should have used an apostrophe. Look at the difference between "won,t" (which you wrote) and "won't" (which is correct). Click the Edit Post button and put apostrophes in the right places.
Your second sentence ("Why won't I have great respect ...") does not make any sense. Can you try to explain what you want to say in a different way.
There are other errors but let's deal with those two aspects first.
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