How's this?People don't love me
I've always tried to make some funny atmosphere [a happy atmosphere] for people whatever they were. I've perfectly tried to build myself and support my self-confidence. But the problem was inside [delete - not necessery] my feelings. I've always imagined that I'm so unfriendly, people don't love me at all. A lot of them have said in face[to my face]: we are bored of you...you are in our face. But I've never given up. When I was a child I fell in love with belly dance and I started dance [dancing/to dance]in front of some women or girls. They have degraded [disapproved of]me. They thought I'm a bad girl or maybe they thought I'll sell my body to men. They hated me more and more. But I've never given up. I've opened my msn I see them.[??? don't know what you mean here] They have blocked me. Or they escape of me [from me]. Nobody wants to talk to me or to be my best friend. My ex-lover pushed me out and he gave me a good silly gift[Again, I am not sure of your meaning]. He chose a very painful epilogue. Am I so insignificant? or have I something wrong? Or maybe it is because I love physical sakes [the feeling of dancing]!
1- I wrote this sakes. I'd like to add some idioms to my writing but I don't want you to tell me how to use them. I just want to know them and I'll try how to add them to my writing. Then I'll ask you.
2- I'd like to correct my grammatical mistakes please.
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