It's a job of interpretation.
Think when my heart was clean
It's not an English sentence. So what was the writer trying to say? Taking context into consideration, I think it is about memories. So I say:
Think back to when my heart was clean. (In other words: "Remember when....")
when my life was beautiful, when my days were safe
Well, days can't be safe. So I think it means:
when my life was beautiful, when I felt safe
I had everything to live as another girls
That doesn't make sense as it is. But I think this is intended:
I had everyhing to live for--just as other girls.
I had everything to say that I'm safe
That doesn't make sense as it is. But I think the writer is trying to say:
I had evey reason to feel safe.
His anonymous soul has called me to be its victim, to be its tortured.
It's a task of interpretation. What does he want to do? He want to torment you. (To look up torment go to: www.onlook.com
) So say:
His anonymous soul has called me to be its victim, to be tormented.
He really could bring me to his heel.. and skilledly, he put me under his thumb
The phrase is bring to heel
. For examples of its use go to Google
. Also, the word you were looking for is skillfully.
Any more questions?