First of all, I'd like to say I am a non-native speaker, and so that's a non-native speaker's thoughts.
A beginner needs a good teacher, who is versed in English. To learn English, there are three steps:(1)Words, (2) Word Order and (3) Rules of Words. You must learn it step by step.
Finally, if you want to write English, write, if you want to read it, read, if you want to speak it, speak, and if you want to listen it, listen.
Happy New Year!
May you be happy, healthy and wealthy!