*I am questioning my old beliefs (including but not limited 2 religion)..and it's hard 2 do with ur friends and family following you..it's much easier 2 spread knowledge and get people 2 question theirs.
Hi Alanoud, and welcome to Using English.
Since you are obviously interested in correct English, please start by forgetting everything you have seen in chat rooms.
2,
plzzz and
ur are not words.
To,
please, and
your are words.
Additinally, ... is a real punctuation mark, but it's used to show that words were omitted. Using .. is not a real punctuation mark, and using ... to show a vague shift in thought is not standard English either.
Please rewrite what you've give us with only real words and with proper punctuation, ending a sentence where needed and starting a new one with a capital letter.
Then we'll be happy to take a look.