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Memories of Kate were hunting them day after day. Everyday the hall gets busy, yet mourned. There were no broken cups or stained tables; no piled queues, giggles or chuckles. Eventually they began to accept and fall into their routines.
However Neo's worry was piling as days rolled on. On the day of Kate's dismissal when he enquired about the farewell, James said that the masters have told them to hold on for some time. Ten days passed, and they did not spoke a word about it. And now he could not find James for about a day. He even wanted to visit James' place, but was timid. He staggered in the hall like a haunting bee, and when he was tired he sank at a corner desperately.